Well, ladies. Here we go again. I’m 14 weeks pregnant. This was a BIG surprise. My husband and I did not plan on having any more children. We had a few different reasons, but of course one of them was that I didn’t want to go through a postpartum mood disorder again. It’s such a devastating experience and I didn’t ever want to feel that way again.

But here we are now, and after getting over the initial shock, I’m starting to get excited. Since it is very likely I will experience PPOCD again, I’ve decided to take the bull by the horns. I’m going to be participating in a study at the Emory Women’s Mental Health Center in Atlanta. I’ll be taking an antidepressant during my pregnancy. I’ll be monitored before, during and after by a psychiatrist who is an expert in the treatment of postpartum mood disorders. And I’ll be studied via blood tests and other tests to learn the impact of psychiatric medication on my body and hormones as well as on my baby. The study is quite involved, but I figured I’d better put my money where my mouth is, so to speak, considering what an important subject this is to me. So I wanted to let you know. I’ll keep you posted. I will say that so far, other than terrible morning sickness, I feel fine and much more relaxed this pregnancy.

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